Outfit: AA Sweater, Topshop Vest worn as dress.
Today is the second day I woke up without a glimpse of Tjer on his laptop next to me. Not having him here is getting easier. I no longer feel like crying when I miss his presence.
Yes, I admit it. I was a wreck when he left.
I also have to admit- I'm a huge hypocrite. I've always prided myself for being emotionally strong and independent when it comes to relationships. I barely cried over my last break up. Even during farewells, the most I've succumbed to was probably a short tear session. I've also always, always thought that having a guy in my life is, well, negligible.
I really never thought it'd be this bad.
I cried many many times in his arms and on his shirts before he actually left. I cried when he left and also after he left.
I even cried when he called me from home in Malaysia and when I first saw him on web-cam....
God, this is starting to sound embarrassing.
I miss him, but that's no surprise because I've been seeing him practically 24/7 for three weeks.
What's surprising was the fact I was able to live a whole solid 3 weeks with someone invading my private space without him getting on my nerves!
Of course, there were things we had to compromise on. He had to compromise on his choice of food because he has this exclusive list of food that he eats (he rarely eats outside his menu) and also my time management while I had to compromise with clutter that wasn't my own. *Like I said, I'm a hypocrite. I'm a messy person but I find it hard to deal with other people's mess. :p*
Yet, the three weeks I spent with him was amazing, and I'd let him mess up my room all he wants if only he'd stay a day, or preferably, forever-more.
Unfortunately, he obviously has to work to earn a living and support my insatiable lust for materialism... I'm kidding!
So back he is at KL, away from the UK and away from me.
I'd have to say I learned a lot during his trip. Among other things- contrary to personal belief, I can actually live in close proximity, for an extended period with someone I love.
No separate house needed for my future husband then! :)
